The First Steps

Today is the day that the decision has come to great me. I am standing at a cross roads, Left: self loathing, wallowing in pity and complacency. Right: a dirt road where I know not where the direction leads. I look left and all of my insecurities and all the pain that has grown and matured and festers inside of me says "Go left". You see the pain and disappointments in life feed on the path of wallowing, self loathing and complacency and to continue onward left on that path means the pain will continue to grow inside and take all of your energy, take your spirit and filter through your blood and corrupt the mind. 


Today is the day for a new decision, a new direction. I am standing at a cross roads, Left: self loathing and Right: new direction. What will you choose today? A lot of times, we fear new direction because of the unknown. We fear change because of the uncomfortable states that we know will come. Some of us choose left because we find it easier to sit in our mess then to get up and take simple steps. 


Today, choose right. Choose the dirt road that's leads in a direction where you have never seen before. At the end of this life, we are all trying to get to the same end point, peace and understanding. Some of our paths are going to be different and some will take longer then others to get to the destination, but you will get there. Today I encourage you to take a step with me. Take a step because you deserve love, you deserve peace, you deserve joy and most of all you deserve understanding of your own self. 

Take theses first steps with me, and see what beautiful joys unfold in your life.